Alive Without, Ghost Within

Friends Only

2009-12-01T21:47:16Z

It's my birthday! And my wedding anniversery. I've been married 3 years and I'm 31.

Time flies.

Friends Only

2009-11-08T23:35:52Z

Peter collapsed yesterday and he was taken to hospital. Thank goodness Joe was with him. Apparently his heart was racing and he was ill all over the floor. Which...thank you Joe, for cleaning that up. Abby said his body was trying to fight infection and the antibiotics weren't working. They switched him onto something different and today he's doing so much better!

He's at home again, and sitting up. He ate something, which is wonderful. And he's making his macabre jokes, which means he's feeling better too. I hope he gets over this quickly. He's still coughing a lot and he doesn't want to get out of bed, which marvel at the concept, eh? I'm still so thankful for the improvement.

To those in the Know- Posted from Mobile

2009-10-31T06:11:35Z

We've got him.

To Those in the Know

2009-10-18T10:54:40Z

Amaris is in Rome. I ran in to her yesterday. And we still can't find Peter.

But I thought you should know she's not in London anymore.

To Those in the Know

2009-10-11T08:32:09Z

http://father-peter.livejournal.com/191813.html?thread=5331269#t5331269

My husband is psychic. Yes, really.

They took him away and I bet he's in Rome by now. What do we DO! I've never been in on this kind of thing before! And David's telling me everything at once and ARGH!

Friends Only

2009-10-03T09:25:34Z

Peter isn't home yet. He was out all last night and he was only at the hospital for part of it.

I'm worried...

Filtered to David

2009-09-15T22:32:38Z

David. I'm so sorry you had to see that.

Have you even taken a break since then? Will you come see me?

To Those in the Know

2009-09-07T08:02:50Z

David. I need you to come over.

To Those in the Know away from Peter and Svetlana

2009-07-29T10:54:00Z

How is it that I end up watching Peter and Svetlana's kid while they stay together with my family in Spain? Rasputina is my step-daughter and I love her, but I can't help but feel it's a little off!

Friends Only

2009-06-29T12:43:46Z

This is what happens when you fucking eat.

FIltered to David

2009-06-22T12:00:23Z

David!

Are you okay?

Do you have the consumption?!

Filtered to Spectre and his band

2009-06-18T13:05:30Z

Spectre, dear, I'm very sorry. I don't think Peter will be here to sing with you at your concert tomorrow. They haven't come back from the country yet. I haven't heard anything. I'm sure they're alright, they did say it might take some time.

He'll be quite disappointed. He was so looking forward to it.

To Those in the Know

2009-06-13T00:42:39Z

If..it's okay? I'd really like to bring William back.

I was terrible to him (and Caleb's teacher) and I need to make it right again.

Friends Only

2009-05-19T08:24:33Z

I can't say being here isn't strange. But I'm home. And it's nice. Peter and our children are being incredible to me. And my parents stop by every day because I think they're quite worried I'll slip again. And I'm thankful for that because it means I can't.

I have to apologise for all the hurt I caused. I find myself at an impasse as to how to make it up to everyone. I just hope I haven't ruined my relationship with anyone. Thankfully, the one I was trying to ruin, Peter wouldn't let me. If that is as lucky as I get, I'm still the luckiest woman in the world.

Filtered to Thomas and David

2009-05-03T11:49:11Z

Thomas!!

Oh, thank everything you're back! Hello, darling! I have to ask a favour of you, sorry... Lavannah's feeling poorly and I think (or Peter does) that some of it is to do with what happened to you. I think seeing you would do her a lot of good.

Filtered to David

2009-04-30T03:24:04Z

I'm really sorry, David.

So very sorry.

Filtered to David

2009-04-12T13:45:29Z

I had to eat my entire dinner to be able to do this, which I was not pleased about. Just keep that in mind.

Happy birthday, David.

Friends Only

2009-03-28T09:23:48Z

I want to see my kids, dammit.

Friends Only

2009-03-21T11:01:44Z

Argh, I can't handle these goddamn classes and I'm withdrawing. I can't fucking concentrate on anything.

And Lauren is driving me crazy because she's the least cooperative child in the entire world and when she won't stop crying she makes me want to throw her through the window.

Friends Only

2009-03-17T07:43:52Z

Oh my god it's Tuesday!! Tuesday evening!!

Friends Only

2009-03-14T07:06:39Z

Arrrggghhhhh David, can I stay at your house?

To Those in the Know, filtered away from David

2009-03-02T21:38:33Z

I hate to talk about this now, but I need to. David is my brother, and when Thomas goes, Mary will go too. David...he's not so great. And when Thomas isn't here, Peter will be worse. I can't take care of both of them, as much as I want to. When Mary leaves, can we bring William back? Not for me. For my brother.

He'll need it.

To Those in the Know

2009-02-11T07:39:59Z

My best friend is gone. My best friend. She was my sister-in-law too, but for so long she was the only one I worked with who made sense to me. I've known her for years. And she's gone.

And it really hurts.

To Those in the Know

2009-02-07T08:34:30Z

Today I went to get my hair trimmed and my hairdresser was appalled because it had all been cut off. Yes, I haven't been there since I had it taken away, but I haven't needed to. Anyway, he said and I quote, "who did you let do this to you?!"

What was I supposed to say? My dead brother who has jealousy issues? I just said I shaved it because my husband had brain cancer and he didn't ask any more questions.

Christina is a few hours later picking up William. Has anyone seen her?

Friends Only

2008-12-18T06:10:35Z

Valencia is beautiful! We're gearing up for Christmas and Anna's birthday, as well as Lydia's friend who is going to join us on Saturday. It's quite loud and wonderful here. Though Thomas and Lauren are passed around so often I hardly see them!! Lydia and I went out yesterday for a girl's night and we went shopping and then to the movies. We went to see the James Bond film, as Lydia is quite fond. She said he reminds her of Uncle Thomas, which I thought was adorable!

This is, of course, to make you jealous. The beach is beautiful. It's sunny and warm, though not hot. And Lydia still insists on getting around in bathers, but she didn't go in the water.

She did sit in the sun... It was around 17 degrees yesterday, and it should be that on the weekend too!

And then the sun went away and I made her go put some clothes on after she gave me this cheeky grin. She was just quite proud of her new bikini. We went shopping!

Anna looks disgruntled here, but she was sending that look Caleb's way...

And believe it or not, here? She's reading for school!

We miss you all.